Loe raamatut: «Grenfell: Knight-Errant of the North»
I
A BOY AND THE SEA
"I wonder if Jim is ever going to get back! My, isn't it an awful storm!"
Wilfred Grenfell, then a small boy, stood at the window of his home in Cheshire, England, looking out across the sea-wall at the raging, seething waters of the Irish Sea.
The wind howled and the snowflakes beat against the window-panes as if they were tiny birds that wanted to get in.
"Mother," he pleaded, "can I put on my sweater and my rubber boots and go down on the beach and see if I can find Jim?"
"Yes," said his mother. "But wrap yourself up warmly, and don't stay long—and don't take any risks, will you, dear?"
Almost before the words were out of her mouth, Wilf was down the stairs and out in the roadway, where fishermen watched their little boats as they tossed at anchor riding out the storm.
Wilf stepped up to a big, grizzled mariner he knew, whom every one called Andy.
"Andy, have you seen Jim?"
"Jim who?"
"Jim Anderson."
"Was he the chap that went out in the Daisy Bell about four hours ago?"
"Yes," said Wilf, trying to control himself, "and he wanted me to go with him, but–"
His words were cut short by a great wave that hurled itself against the wall. The spray leapt high over the stones and drenched Andy and the boy.
"It's lucky ye didn't go, boy," said Andy, solemnly. "We're watchin' for the boat now. My brother was on her, and two cousins o' my wife. She was a little craft, and a leaky one. We were goin' to patch her up an' make her fit. But we waited too long. An' now–" He drew his rough sleeve across his eyes.
The wind howled round their ears and the hail was smiting and stinging as though the storm had a devilish mind to drive them away.
"Why don't you go out in a boat and get them?" pleaded Wilf.
Andy shook his head. "It ain't that we're afraid," he said. "But there ain't a boat we have here that could ride those waves. The coast-guard tried—and now look!" He pointed to a heap of broken, white-painted timbers lying in the roadway, half-hidden from them by the whooping blizzard that threw its dizzying veils of snow before their eyes.
"That's the coast-guard's boat!" exclaimed Andy. "The sea picked her up, she did, and threw her right over the sea-wall as if she was an egg, an' mashed her flat. That shows how much of a chance there'd be for us to get through an' get back, supposin' we could find 'em. No, boy, we've got to wait."
"Look!" cried the lad, excitedly. "Please look, Andy. What's that bobbing up and down in the surf?"
The fisherman put to his eyes his worn and rusted spy-glass.
Then he gritted his teeth and bit his lip. "You stay up here on the road, boy. I got to climb down there and make sure."
Wilf stood at the sea-wall. He was barely tall enough to look over it.
He watched Andy clamber painfully down over the great rocks piled high against the outer face of the wall.
Every now and then a big wave would rise up, a green monster of hissing foam and fury, and throw itself on him like a wild animal trying to scare him back.
But men of that breed are not afraid. The stalwart figure, though often knocked down and half drowned, would struggle to his feet again and go on.
Wilf saw Andy pick up the—yes, it was a body—and put it on his shoulder, and come staggering toward the rocks. Then he clambered tediously over the stones, and Wilf saw whose body it was that Andy was carrying.
It was his boy friend Jim, who had gone out only a few hours before, with the sun on his fair hair, laughing and whistling and shouting his gay farewell. "Be back in a little while, Wilf! Bring you a nice big fish for your supper. You want to have a good hot fire ready to cook it Better change your mind and come along." Never again would he hear that cheery hail of invitation to adventure.
Andy laid the little half-frozen figure down, carefully, tenderly, beside the wall.
"Too bad!" he said, "too bad! But the sea can be terrible cruel to the sons o' men. I wonder we keep goin' back to her as we do. Now I got to take the poor boy to his mother."
He picked up the body, and trudged off into the storm, toward the fishing-huts.
Wilf went back to his own house, thinking about the sea and how cruel it had been.
"Mother," he said, as they sat together talking over the tragedy, "isn't it queer that you can have such fun with the sea sometimes, swimming in it and rowing on it, and then all of a sudden it gets mad and kills somebody you love? Just suppose I'd gone out in the boat with Jim!"
Wilf thought it fine fun to go swimming, with the strong salt breeze to dry him off like a towel afterwards. In his ears the crying of sea-birds against grey clouds was the sweetest of music. He loved to have the surf knock him about, and the sun burn him red, and he didn't mind if pink jellyfish stung him now and then or a crab got hold of his toes. The roar of the surf sang him to sleep at night like an old nurse.
One day when the spring came, Wilf went out on the salt marshes, his gun over his shoulder, to shoot wild ducks.
He was a regular water-baby.
Round about him all sorts of sea-birds were wheeling and crying. The swift tidal currents found their way up-stream through the marshes.
Wilf, hot and tired, threw the gun on the sand, took off his clothes, and plunged into the clear, cold water.
It carried him along like a boat, and he clambered out on a green island.
"It's just like Robinson Crusoe!" he told himself. "Here I am, all alone, and nobody in sight. I can do just as I please!"
He ran up and down in the sunlight, laughing and shouting in the wind and throwing his arms about.
How good it felt to be alive!
"Guess I'll go back and get the gun," he said, "and see if I can't shoot one of those wild ducks. I'll make mother a present of it for dinner to-night."
It wasn't so easy to swim back. He had to fight against the current that had carried him to the little green island.
It was less effort to leave the stream and scramble through the reeds along the muddy bank.
Sometimes a stone or a shell hurt his foot, but he only laughed and went on.
"You just wait, you ducks," he said. "You'd better look out when I begin to shoot!"
He came to where the gun lay on his clothes, where he had been careful to place it so that no sand would get into the muzzle.
He loaded it and fired, and it kicked his bare shoulder like a mule.
But he had the satisfaction of seeing one of the ducks fall into the water, where the stream was at its widest, perhaps a hundred feet from the bank.
Here the water ran swift and deep, and it was going to be a hard fight to get that bird.
"I wish I had Rover with me now!" he told himself. Usually the dog went with him and was the best of company,—but this time he must be his own retriever.
He plunged into the stream again and swam with all his might toward the bird.
If he had been getting it for himself, he would have been tempted to give up. But he couldn't bear to quit when he thought of what a treat it would be for the whole family—a nice, fat, juicy, wild duck.
The bird was being carried rapidly up-stream by the force of the waters.
"No, sir!" said Wilf to something inside him that wanted to go back. "We're going to get that bird if we have to swim half-way across England!"
It was almost as if the bird had come back to life. It seemed to be swimming away from him.
Painfully, inch by inch, he began to gain on it. At last, when his strength was all but gone, he caught up with it, and clutched the feathery prize. Then he swam with it to the shore.
Panting and happy, he lay down on the bank a moment to rest.
"The family won't have to go without dinner after all!" he laughed.
He grabbed the duck by the feet, flung it over his shoulder, and trotted back to his clothes and the gun. It was fun to go home with the bird that he had shot himself. But if there had been no bird, he would have been whistling or singing just as happily.
On one of his birthdays he was out in the wide, lonely marshes five miles from home. It was more fun for him to go hunting, barefoot, than to have a party with a frosted cake and twinkling candles. So, as the nicest kind of birthday present, he had been given the whole day, to do just as he pleased.
To-day, as there was still on the ground the snow of early spring, he wore shoes, but it was cold work plashing about in those slimy pools and the slippery mud among the sedges.
The birds he was after especially were the black-and-white "oyster catchers," which when it was low tide would always be found making a great racket above the patches of mussels which formed their favorite food.
They were handsome birds, with gay red bills, and a bunch of them made a fine showing when the little hunter carried them home over his shoulder.
This time he had shot several of the birds, and then the problem was to get them and bring them in.
There they lay—away off yonder, on a little tuft of, the coarse green meadow-grasses, but between the hunter and the game was a swirling inlet of salt water, and he couldn't tell by looking at it how deep it was.
So, gun over shoulder, he started cautiously to wade out toward that birthday dinner he meant to bring home.
First it was calf-deep—then knee-deep—then nearly waist-deep.
The cold water made his teeth chatter, but he didn't care about that. All he thought of was the precious gun. That was his chief treasure, and his first joy in life.
Deeper he went, and nearer he got—the gun now held in both hands high over his head, as he floundered along.
And just then a dreadful thing happened.
He stepped into a hole, and it suddenly let him down so that the water was over his head, and his up reached arms, and the precious gun too!
In the shock and the surprise, he let go of the weapon, and it sank out of sight. He had no fear of drowning, and he struck out manfully when he found himself in the deep water.
But he had to give up the idea of finding the gun, and the birds were left where they lay on the farther side of the treacherous channel.
It was a long, hard run home, over those five wet and freezing miles, and the boy's heart was heavy because of the loss of that pet gun.
All the while he was learning everything that outdoors could teach him, and he owes to that breezy, sun-shot, storm-swept gipsying during the summer vacations the beginning of the stock of good health that has made him such a strong, useful, happy man, able to do no end of hard work without getting tired, and always finding it fun to live.
II
SCHOOL—AND AFTER
This Robin Hood kind of life in the open went on till Wilf was fourteen. Then he was sent away to Marlborough College—a boy's school which had 600 pupils. Marlborough is in the Chalk Hills of the Marlborough Downs, seventy-five miles west of London. The building, dating from 1843, is on the site of a castle of Henry I.
The first day Wilf landed there he looked about him and felt pretty forlorn.
"I wonder if I'll ever get to know all those boys?" he asked himself.
When he was at home, he had a room all his own or shared one with his brother. Here it was so different.
He counted the beds in his dormitory. There were twenty-five of them. "How can a fellow ever get to sleep in such a crowd?" he wondered. "Perhaps they'll toss me in a blanket, the way they did in 'Tom Brown at Rugby.' Well, if they try anything like that, they'll find I'm ready for them!"
He felt the mattress. "Pretty hard compared with the beds at home, but no matter. Let's see what the schoolroom is like."
So he went into the "Big School" as it was called. Three hundred boys were supposed to study there.
"Gracious!" exclaimed Wilf. "Don't see how a fellow ever gets his lessons in a place like this."
It was as busy and as noisy as a bear-garden. Here and there a boy with his hands over his ears was really looking at a book. But most of the boys were talking, laughing, singing as if there were no such thing as lessons.
Sometimes a master might look in, or a monitor would wander down the aisle. But most of the time there was nothing to keep a boy from following his own sweet will.
"I say, Smith!" one called out, "lend me a shilling, will you? I want to buy Grisby's white rat, and I haven't got enough." A fat boy who looked as if he thought mostly of meal-times was telling everybody in his neighborhood: "I've just got a box from home. Jam and fruitcake and gooseberry tarts. Come and see me to-night in the dormitory, you fellows."
Somebody else called out: "My knife's so dull I'll never get my name carved on this desk. Give me your knife, Willoughby: it's sharper."
There were boys having fencing-matches with rulers across the aisle. There were others who took no end of pains to make paper arrows, or spitballs that would stick to the ceiling. In the corners of their desks might be bird's eggs in need of fresh air. Some of the boys were reading adventure stories, covered up to look like school-books.
In the midst of this Babel, you were expected to get your lessons as well as you could.
When it came to meal-times, you went into what was called "Big Hall," where four hundred boys ate together.
The beef was tough enough to make a suitcase: the milk was like chalk and water: the potatoes would have done to plaster a ceiling or cement a wall. How different it all was from the good though simple fare at home!
"Want to join a brewing company?" asked the boy across the table.
"What's a brewing company?" inquired Wilf.
"We buy sausages and cook 'em in saucepans over the fire—when we can find a fire."
"Yes, you can count me in," said Wilf. So it didn't make so much difference after that, if he couldn't eat what was set before him at the table.
But usually the boys brought robust appetites to their meals, for they went in heavily for all forms of athletics. The boys who didn't make the teams had to drill in the gymnasium or run round and round an open air track a mile and a half long. If you shirked, the boys themselves saw to it that you got punished.
When Wilf came home to Cheshire for the long vacations he found some poor little ragamuffins who had no fun in their lives, and started a club for them in his own house. There were no boy scouts in those days, when Sir Robert Baden-Powell and Ernest Thompson Seton were little boys themselves. It was just taken for granted that boys would be boys, and it was hoped that they would grow up to be good men, if after school hours they were allowed to run loose in the streets. But Grenfell had a different idea.
He turned the dining-room on Saturday evenings into a gymnasium.
He pushed aside the table and chucked the chairs out of the window.
"Now any of you fellows who want to can get busy on the parallel bars," he told them, "or if you like you can go out into the back yard and pitch quoits. I'll take on anybody who wants to box with me."
The boys thought it was heaps of fun. They could hardly wait for Saturday night to come, because it meant the rare sport of banging another boy in the nose, which was much more satisfactory than throwing stones at a policeman.
After he was big enough, he used to go to lodging-houses where men slept who were down and out. He knew that drink had brought them low, and he wanted to show them better things to do.
The saloon-keepers were against him from the start. He was depriving them of some of their best customers.
"You're spoiling our business," they grumbled.
At last they made up their minds they would "get" him.
They collected a "gang" and one night they locked the door, backed up against it, and shouted:
"Come on, young feller! We're goin' to fix you!"
They rolled up their sleeves, clenched their fists, and sailed into him full-tilt like a big, angry crowd of human bees.
Grenfell was ready for them. It was like a fight in the movies.
He had kept himself in fine condition, for he was in training to play football and he was known to be a first-rate boxer.
They flew at him, roaring to encourage one another. There were six or eight of them, but they were afraid of his fists.
"Come on, boys!"
"Hit 'im a good 'un, Bill! 'E's spoilin' our business, that's what 'e's doin'."
"Push in his face. 'Ammer 'im good 'n' proper!"
"We'll show 'im what's what!"
"'E's a noosance. Le's get rid of 'im. Lemme get at 'im once. I'll show 'im!"
So they came on, clumsy with drink, but their maudlin outcries didn't scare Grenfell a bit.
He was waiting for them,—cool, quiet, determined.
Their diet was mostly bad ale and beer, or whiskey: Grenfell was all muscle, from constant exercise and wholesome diet—the roast beef of old England, whole wheat bread, plenty of rich milk.
They were no match for him.
On they came, one after another. The first lunged out heavily; Grenfell parried the blow with his right hand and landed his left on the jaw. The ruffian fell to the floor like a log of wood and lay there. As he fell, he clutched at the corner of the table and overturned it with a mighty crash on top of him.
The second man got a blow on the nose that sent him over to the corner to wipe away the blood. The rest Grenfell laid out flat on the floor in one, two, three order.
They came at him again, those who were able to go on. They got their arms around him but he threw them off. They kicked him and he knocked them down again. They bit and clawed and scratched and used all the foul tactics that they knew.
They tried to get him from both sides—they rushed at him from the front and the rear at the same time.
Agile as a cat he turned and faced them whichever way they came, and those quick, hard fists of his shot out and hit them on the chin or on the nose till they bled like stuck pigs and bawled for mercy.
Grenfell stood there amid the wrecked furniture, his clothes torn, bleeding and triumphant. "Want any more?" he smiled.
When they saw that all combined they were no match for this wildcat they had roused to action, they said:
"Well, le's call it quits. Le's have peace."
They never tackled him again. They didn't know much, to be sure, but they knew when they had had enough of "a first-class fighting man."
Then Grenfell started camping-parties with poor boys who hadn't any money to spend for holidays. The first summer he had thirteen at the seashore.
A boy had to take a sea-bath before he got his breakfast. No one could go in a boat unless he could swim. The beds were hay-stuffed burlap bags. A lifeboat retired from service was more fun than Noah's Ark to keep the happy company afloat for a fishing-party or a picnic.
Next year there were thirty boys: then the number grew to a hundred, and more. Not one life was lost. How they loved it all! Especially when the boat, twelve boys at the oars, came plunging in, on the returning tide, with the boys all singing at the top of their voices:
"Here we come rejoicing,
Pulling at the sweeps"
to the rhythmic tune of "Bringing in the Sheaves." Then, when the boat's keel slid into the sand, it was a mad rush for the best supper boys ever ate.
His school days over, instead of going to Oxford University, Grenfell chose to enter the London Hospital, so as to take his examinations at London University later, and become a doctor.
While Grenfell was in the hospital, murder was quite the fashion in London. Many a time his patients had a policeman sitting behind a screen at the foot of the bed, ready to nab them if they got up and tried to climb out of a window.
One day, Sir Frederick Treves said to him: "Go to the North Sea, where the deep-sea fishermen need a man like you. If you go in January, you will see some fine seascapes, anyway. Don't go in summer when all of the old ladies go for a rest."
Grenfell turned the idea over and over in his mind. He had always loved the sea and been the friend of sailors and fishermen. He liked the thought of the help he could be as a doctor among them. So he decided to cast in his lot with the fishermen who go from England's East Coast into the brawling North Sea.
Yarmouth, about 120 miles northeast of London, is the headquarters of the herring fisheries, which engage about 300 vessels and 3,000 men. A short distance off the shore are sandbanks, and between these and the mainland Yarmouth Roads provides a safe harbor and a good anchorage for ships drawing eighteen or nineteen feet of water.
So one pitch-black and rainy night Grenfell packed his bag and went to Yarmouth. At the railway-station he found a retired fisherman with a cab that threatened to fall apart if you looked at it too hard. They drove a couple of miles alongshore in the darkness, and found what looked like two posts sticking out of the sand.
"Where's the ship?" asked Grenfell.
"Those are her topmasts," answered the sea-dog. "Tide's low. The rest of her is hidden by the wharf."
Grenfell scrambled over a hillock and a dim anchor-lantern showed him the tiny craft that for many days and nights was to be his tossing home in the great waters.
In answer to his hail, a voice called back cheerily: "Mind the rigging; it's just tarred and greased."
But Grenfell was already sliding down it, nimble as a cat, though it was so sticky he had to wrench his hands and feet from it now and then.
The boat was engaged in peddling tobacco among the ships of the North Sea fishing-fleet, and for the next two months no land was seen, except two distant islands: and the decks were never free from ice and snow.
Aboard many of the boats to which they came the entire crew, skipper and all, were 'prentices not more than twenty years old. These lads got no pay, except a little pocket-money. Many of the crew were hard characters, and the young skippers were harder still. Often they had been sent to sea from industrial schools and reformatories.
One awkward boy had cooked the "duff" for dinner and burned it. So the skipper made him take the ashes from the cook's galley to the fore-rigging, climb to the cross-tree with the cinders one by one, and throw them over the cross-tree into the sea, repeating the act till he had disposed of the contents of the scuttle.
A boy who had not cleaned the cabin as he should was given a bucketful of sea water, and was made to spend the whole night emptying it with a teaspoon into another bucket, and then putting it back the same way.
Most of the boys were lively and merry, and always ready for a lark.
Grenfell, who has never been able to forget that he was once a boy, got along famously with them, and was hail-fellow-well-met wherever he went.
Once, when he was aboard a little sailing-vessel, he was playing cricket on the deck, and the last ball went over the side.
He dived after it at once, telling the helmsman to "tack back." When the helmsman saw Grenfell struggling in the water, he got so rattled that it was a long time before he could bring the boat near him.
At last Grenfell managed to catch hold of the end of a rope that was thrown to him and climb aboard.
But the cricket ball was in his hand!