Leslie returned the bow absently and went out; and it was not until she had got into the crowded streets that she thought of the girl; then she remembered that she, too, was dressed in black, and that though not more pretty, she was modest, and looked like a lady, and wore eyeglasses. She thought no more of her than this, and after a weary walk returned home, and rang the bell for some tea.
When the door opened she was surprised to see the girl instead of Mrs. Brown; and her surprise must have shown itself in her face, for her visitor colored and stopped at the threshold.
"I – I beg your pardon," she said. "I hope you will forgive me, but Mrs. Brown has sprained her wrist, and she asked me – that is, I offered – to come instead of her – ."
Leslie rose and looked at her with the half startled expression which indicated her condition of mind.
"I – I wanted some tea; but it does not matter," she said in a low voice.
The new-comer colored.
"Oh, but I will get it for you," she said. "I will get anything for you; that is, if you don't mind my doing it instead of Mrs. Brown."
Leslie looked at her more attentively, and saw a pleasant, amiable face with eyes beaming softly through eyeglasses perched on a tip-tilted nose.
"You are very kind," she said in a low, musical voice. "But I do not think I ought to trouble you."
"Oh, it is no trouble, Miss Lisle," said the girl, still standing on the threshold as if she dared not venture further.
"You know my name?" said Leslie, with a faint smile.
"Yes," said her visitor, with a nod half-grave, half-smiling, and wholly friendly and propitiatory. "Mrs. Brown told me, and – and about your trouble. I am so sorry! But," as Leslie winced, "I won't talk of that. I'll see that you have some tea."
"Will you not come in?" said Leslie.
The girl came into the room timidly, and took the chair which Leslie drew forward for her.
"I think I saw you in the hall yesterday," she said. "You are a lodger, like myself?"
"Yes. Oh, yes," replied her visitor, nodding. "And I saw you. I asked Mrs. Brown who you were, and she told me. I hope you don't think me inquisitive?" and she colored timidly.
"No. Oh, no. It was a very natural question," said Leslie. "Will you tell me your name?"
"Oh, yes. My name is Somes. Lucy Somes."
"And you are paying a visit to London?" said Leslie, trying to interest herself in this pleasant looking girl who had from sheer kindness acted as the landlady's substitute.
"A visit?" said Lucy Somes, doubtfully. "Well, scarcely that. I'm here – " she hesitated – "on business. But I must not keep you waiting for your tea."
"My tea can wait until Mrs. Brown can get it," said Leslie.
"Oh, but I am going to get it for you, unless – " she hesitated, but, encouraged by Leslie's faint smile, she continued – "unless you wouldn't mind coming down to my room and taking tea with me. I have just got mine; and I should be so pleased if you would come."
Leslie did not respond for a moment or two. Trouble makes solitude very dear to us. But she fought against the desire to decline.
"Thank you," she said simply; "I shall be very pleased."
Lucy jumped up.
"Come along, then," she said with evident pleasure.
Leslie followed her downstairs, and Lucy Somes ushered her into the tiny room which served for bedroom and sitting room.
"I hope you don't mind," said Lucy, with a sudden blush on her pleasant face. "But you see I am not rich enough to afford two rooms, and so – ."
"Why should I mind?" said Leslie, in her gentle voice.
"Oh, I can see you have been used to something better than this," said Lucy, bustling to and fro as she spoke, and adding another cup and saucer and plate to the tea things on the small table. "I laughed to myself when Mrs. Brown said you were a real lady – persons like her make such mistakes – but I see that she was right. But a lady does not contemn poverty, does she?" and she laughed as she cut some bread and butter.
"Especially when she is poor herself," thought Leslie, but she only smiled.
"And so I thought I would venture to intrude upon you," continued Lucy Somes. "I was half afraid, for you looked so – so – I want a word! it isn't proud; so aristocratic and reserved I'll say – that I quite trembled; and it was only by saying, 'she is only a girl and no older than yourself and all alone and in trouble,' that I plucked up courage to go up to you."
"Am I so very terrible?" said Leslie, with the smile that all Portmaris – and Yorke – had found so irresistible.
"Not now when you look like that," replied Lucy Somes, "but when you are grave and solemn, as you were when you passed by me yesterday, you are very – very – stand-offish. Will you have some sugar in your tea? I've made some toast. Papa – " she stopped suddenly, then went on in a subdued voice – "papa used to say that I made toast better than any of the others. He is dead," she added after another pause; and Leslie saw the eyes grow dim behind the spectacles.
She put out her hand and laid it on the girl's arm.
"Did he – ?"
"Three months ago," said Lucy Somes, sadly, yet cheerily. "He was a country clergyman down in Wealdshire. He caught a fever visiting a parishioner. There are seven of us – and mother. I'm the second."
She poured out the tea while she was speaking, and was obviously fighting with her tears.
"Seven of us! Just fancy! Poor mother didn't know what to do! So I came up to London to fight my way in the world. And I mean to fight it, too! What awful stuff the London butter is, isn't it? I don't believe there is a particle of cow's milk in it; do you? Seven of us! Three boys and four girls. And we're as poor as poor can be. Won't you take some milk, if one can call it milk?"
"And you are going to fight the world," said Leslie, with tender sympathy for this young girl who could be so cheerful under such circumstances. "What are you going to do?"
Lucy Somes laughed as she put a fresh piece of toast on the rack.
"I'm going to be a governess."
"A governess!" said Leslie. "In a gentleman's family?"
Lucy Somes shook her head emphatically.
"Oh, no, thank you! I know what that means! Six young children to teach, all the mending to do, and heaps of other things for twenty pounds a year; less than they give their cook! No, no! I am going to be the mistress of one of the country schools."
"Yes?" said Leslie vaguely.
"Yes, I am going to try and get the mistressship of a Board or Voluntary school in some country place; I couldn't live in London. I don't seem as if I could breathe here. Every morning I wake and fancy I have been shut up in a coal mine. Did you ever notice how the smuts come into the room when you open the window? And that's what London folks breathe all the time."
"It does not seem to disagree with them," said Leslie, with a faint smile.
"It disagrees with me," retorted Lucy, laughing. "Oh, no, no, give me the country, with plenty of space to move about, and the flowers and the birds, and butter that isn't manufactured from fat, and milk that isn't a mixture of chalk and water. Don't you think it will be very nice to be the mistress of a school in some pretty village? There is always a nice little house for one to live in, and perhaps I could afford to keep a young girl for a servant, and – and – be able to save some money to send to mother to help her with the rest of us."
Leslie listened, and her conscience smote her. Here was this girl, no older than herself, alone in London, and so bravely ready to fight the great battle; thinking little of herself, and so much of those dear ones she had left behind.
"Of course I am rather afraid of the exams," went on Lucy, knowing somehow that the best thing she could do for this sweet, sad-looking girl was to talk of herself, and so coax Leslie from dwelling on her own sorrow. "They are rather dreadful, but I have been working hard, and I think I shall pass. I'll show you some of my books, shall I – may I? But you must have your tea first, quite comfortably. It was so kind of you to come down to me! I was feeling so dreadfully lonely and – and friendless. London is such a big place to be alone in, isn't it?"
"Ah, yes!" said Leslie.
"I tried to make friends with the sparrows," said Lucy, laughing. "I put some crumbs on the window-sill as breakfast, and they come and eat them. But they are not like the country sparrows; they look, somehow, so – disreputable. I suppose it's because they sit up late, like everybody else in London. All the animals are different; the very horses look knowing and sharp. Now you shall sit in that easy-chair while I show you my books." And half timidly she put Leslie in the chair, and arranged a cushion for her as if she were a great invalid.
Leslie's tender heart melted under all this gentle sunshine, and when Lucy, kneeling beside her, opened her books, Leslie found, with a vague kind of surprise, that she was interested.
"You see? It is a great many subjects to get up, isn't it? But I'm not afraid. I should get on faster if some of the girls were here to hear me repeat some of the most difficult passages; and if – papa were here to explain things I don't quite understand. He was so clever! There was nothing he did not know," she added with simple, loving pride.
"Let me see," said Leslie, taking up a book. "Why should I not help you, Miss Somes?"
Lucy colored furiously.
"Oh, indeed, indeed," she said imploringly. "I did not mean that! I could not think of allowing you. But how kind of you to offer! Oh, no, no!"
"But the kindness will be on your part if you will let me try and be of some help," said Leslie, with gentle insistence. "I, too, am all alone, and I have nothing to do – " she smothered a sigh – "and the time seems very long and weary. I could hear you repeat what you have learned as well as one of your sisters. I could do that, at least. Let me see. I am very ignorant; you will soon see that. But I remember something of this book. I had it at school."
Lucy would not hear of it for some time, but at last Leslie overcame her scruples, and with a little blush repeated some of the paragraphs she had got off by heart.
CHAPTER XXX.
THE ENCOUNTER
Reading for an exam, even a little one, is awful work. If it were only one or two subjects which one had to master it would not be so bad; but when there are six or a dozen then the trouble comes in. As fast as one subject is learned it is driven out of its place in the memory by a second, and the second by the third, and so on. Then one has to go back and begin all over again, until they all get mixed up, and one feels it will be impossible to ever get them properly sorted and arranged.
The more Leslie saw of this pleasant-faced, kind-hearted girl, the more she admired and wondered at her patience and courage.
They lit the lamp and worked through the evening, though Lucy over and over again protested that it was both wicked and cruel to take advantage of Leslie's good nature; and at last she swept all the books together, and declared that Leslie should not touch another.
"But if you knew what a help it has been to me!" she exclaimed gratefully.
"And to me," said Leslie with a smile. "It is I who ought to be grateful – and, indeed, I am, for I should have been sitting upstairs alone with nothing to do but think, think!"
"Ah, that is the worst of it," said Lucy gravely. "That is why I am so glad I am obliged to work! You see I haven't the time to think; I keep on and on, like the man who climbed the Alps – what was his name, Excelsior?"
The next morning Lucy knocked at the door. She had got her outdoor clothes on, and had a bunch of flowers in her hand.
"Oh, I beg your pardon," she said, blushing timidly, "but I have been for a run. I always go into Covent Garden, and – and I brought some flowers. I thought you would not mind, would not think it intrusive; but I am so fond of flowers myself – ."
Leslie made her come in and sit down, while she got a glass for the flowers. Lucy looked round and saw the easel. Leslie had put the pictures out of sight.
"Are you an artist, Miss Lisle?" she asked timidly.
"No, oh no. It was my father – ."
"Yes, yes. I see," said Lucy quickly. "It is so hard to paint or draw, isn't it? That is where I shall fail, I expect. You see, I have never been able to get any tuition. I suppose you can draw?"
"Yes, a little," said Leslie.
"And play? But of course!"
"Yes," said Leslie.
Lucy sighed, not enviously, but admiringly.
"It is a pity that it is not you who are going up for the exam instead of me. It would be so easy for you. They think so much of drawing and playing and accomplishments generally, I'm told."
Leslie looked at her half-startled.
"You think I – I could pass, that I could get a place in a school!" she faltered.
Lucy laughed confidently.
"Oh, yes! Why, easily. But you do not want it, fortunately."
Leslie looked at her in silence for a minute, then she took out her purse and turned the money out on the table.
"That is all I have in the world," she said with a quiet smile.
Lucy crimsoned, and then turned pale.
"Oh, I – I beg your pardon. Please – please forgive me!" she said. "I did not know, I thought – ."
"That I was a princess, a millionairess," said Leslie, smiling. "No, as you see, I am very poor, and quite – quite alone. I would give something for a mother and six brothers and sisters, Miss Somes."
"Oh, don't! Call me Lucy!" Lucy implored timidly. "I am – it is very wicked! – but I am almost glad that you are not well off! It draws us nearer, and – and you will not mind? But I like you so much! You are not angry?"
Leslie bent down and kissed the resolute little forehead.
"No, I am only grateful, Lucy," she said in her sweet, irresistible way. "We two, who are alone in this big London, ought to cling together, ought we not? You must call me Leslie, and try and think that I am one of your sisters."
"That won't be hard," responded Lucy, fervently. "But let me think! You say – ." She paused. "Oh, but you would not like it. It – it would not be good enough – ."
"What would not be good enough, Lucy?"
"Why, a place like that I am trying for," said Lucy timidly.
Leslie sighed.
"It would be too good to hope for," she said gently.
Lucy sprang up eagerly.
"Oh, that is nonsense!" she exclaimed in her half-proud, half-impetuous fashion. "Why, you could pass easily, and – ! Yes! I see it as plainly as possible! You shall go in for the exam. We will work together! No, don't shake your head! We should both stand a better chance if we tried together, for there may be things that I could help you in, and I know that you could help me. There's the drawing, for instance! Oh, I can see it all beautifully! and only think, Leslie, perhaps we might get into the same school! It might be managed! Mother has some influence, for poor papa's people are well known, and can help us once we have passed. Now, you shan't say anything against it or shake your head. Wait!"
She ran out of the room, and before Leslie could recover from the varied emotions, the hope, the fear, which Lucy's suggestion had aroused, Lucy was back with her books and papers.
"Look here, Leslie dear," she exclaimed, panting, "here is the list of subjects and the books and everything, and we will start at once. Yes, at once."
Leslie still hesitated, but Lucy drew her down to a chair beside the table, and gently forced her to examine the papers.
Lucy and her scheme came just in the nick of time, and once Leslie had commenced she worked with a feverish eagerness which Lucy declared required the brake.
"I was just like that myself when I started, though I don't think I was quite as bad as you are, Leslie dear; but you soon find that the pace is too fast, as my brothers would say. You can't keep it up, and you have to slow off into regular work, with regular rests. Come, you must go out now; it is two days since you left the house, and you must come out with me. You would soon break down if you kept on at this rate."
Leslie put down the book she was working at reluctantly, and with a sigh.
"I am not tired, I do not care to go out," she said. "While one works one cannot think, and not to think – ."
She broke off and turned her face away.
"I know," said Lucy; but she didn't, for she thought Leslie was only trying not to think of her father. "I know. But if you kept on driving it off by constant working you would find that you would get no sleep, and lie awake all night and think, and that is worse than thinking in the daytime. Come, dear, we will go for a nice long walk, and come back fresh to the tiresome books."
"Blessed books, say rather!" said Leslie. But she went and put on her outdoor things submissively. The two girls had by this time entered into a kind of partnership. Fate had thrown them together in the whirlpool of life, and they had decided to cling together to this spar; the chance of a misstressship in a country school, and to sink or float together. They joined housekeeping and ate their meals together, and worked with an amity and friendliness which did credit to both their hearts. Leslie's was the quicker brain, but Lucy had been working for some months, and could stick to her task with a dogged perseverance which Leslie envied, whereas Lucy regarded Leslie with an admiration and affection which almost amounted to worship. To her Leslie seemed the epitome of all that was beautiful and sweet and graceful, and if Leslie had permitted it Lucy would have become a kind of Lady's-maid as well as fellow-student.
The afternoon was a hot one, but Leslie wore her veil down, walking along with absent preoccupied eyes, and only half listening to the bright, cheery chatter of the brave-hearted girl at her side.
"After all, London is not bad," said Lucy. "One gets fond of it, stupidly fond of it, without knowing it. It doesn't seem so hard and cold-hearted after a while, and I – yes, I really think it is more friendly than the country. The shops are so bright and cheerful that they seem to smile at you and tell you to cheer up; and then there's the noise. I didn't like it at first, but I don't mind it so much now. It seems like company. Do you know what I mean, Leslie?"
"Yes," said Leslie absently. She was thinking of what Yorke had said about London, and how good it was to get away from it. Where was he now? she wondered.
"Yes, if I were a rich woman I would have a house in London – not for the season, oh, no! Fancy all rich and fashionable people leaving the dear delicious country just when it is beginning to look its very best, and coming up here into the hot streets and stuffy houses! Though the parks are pretty, I will admit that. No, I would come up when the days draw in, and the country lanes are muddy, and the roads dark. Then London is at its best, with the lighted streets and the theaters and the warm houses. Yes, Leslie, if I were rich – ." She laughed. "How strange it must seem to anyone who becomes suddenly rich! One hears of girls marrying wealthy men, and stepping from poverty to luxury. I suppose it must be confusing and bewildering at first; at least, to most girls. I don't think it would be to you, Leslie," she added, glancing up at her with a reflective smile. "I think if you were to marry a duke you would take it quite calmly and as a matter of course. Somehow when I am looking at you, when you are bending over the books, or, better still, when you are standing at the window with your arms folded and that strange far-away look in your eyes, I think what a pity it is that you are not a great lady. You are so tall, and – and – what is the word? – distingué, that I fancy you dressed in white satin with a long train, and hear you being called 'your grace.'"
Leslie bit her lip.
"I am not distingué or so foolish as to believe all you say, Lucy," she said, scarcely knowing what she said, for the aimless chatter had set her heart aching; not for the loss of the dukedom, but the man. "Where are we?"
Lucy laughed with a gentle triumph.
"If I don't know half so much of other things as you do, I know London better," she said. "We are coming out into St. James', and we will walk into the Park and through Pall Mall, and then take a bus, your grace."
Leslie stopped and laid her hand on Lucy's arm.
"Don't – don't call me that," she said, so gravely, almost sternly, that Lucy looked up half frightened.
"I beg your pardon. I am so sorry, Leslie, if I – ."
"No, no," broke in Leslie, ashamed of the agitation into which Lucy's idle badinage had thrown her. "Call me what you like, dear."
Lucy looked up at her timidly and wonderingly, and was silent; and Leslie had to force herself to talk to restore her companion's peace of mind.
They went into the Park, talking of the future and their chances.
"It will not be long now," said Lucy. "Oh, how I long for the day when we shall hold those certificates in our hands! I shall be so proud and glad that I shall scarcely be able to contain myself. I shall have to telegraph to mother; it will cost eighteenpence, for they are two miles from the telegraph office; but I don't care. And you'll wire, too, Leslie – ."
Leslie shook her head.
"I have no one to tell," she said; "at least I shall save the eighteenpence," and she smiled gravely.
"You will have me, at any rate," murmured Lucy gently, and Leslie pressed her hand gratefully.
They wandered in the Park – what a host of memories it calls up to him who knows his history of London, that same Park! – until the twilight came, and then turned homewards.
As they passed down Pall Mall they met the broughams and cabs rolling home to the West, and Lucy, regarding them with a pleasant interest, remarked —
"They are all going home. It is their dinnertime; see, some of the women are in evening dress. Yes, it must be nice to be rich and great; but we are happy, we two, are we not, Leslie dear?"
"Yes," said Leslie, and she tried to speak the word cheerfully.
"These are the famous clubs, are they not?" said Lucy, looking up at the stately buildings, through the windows of which the lights were beginning to glimmer.
"Yes," said Leslie.
"How strange it seems that there should be so many people who have nothing whatever to do, who have never worked, and who have so much money as to find it a nuisance, while others have to work every day of their lives, and all their lives, and have never a spare penny. Look, Leslie, there are some gentlemen going into that club – I suppose it is a club. How grand and nice they look in their evening dress! It must be nice to be a rich gentleman instead of – ."
She broke off suddenly, alarmed by a sharp cry that seemed to force itself through Leslie's lips.
They had come within a few yards of the club into which the men Lucy had noticed had disappeared, and Leslie's absent, preoccupied eyes had fallen upon another man who was coming towards them.
He was a tall man, with broad shoulders, but he was walking with a slow, listless gait, and his head was bent as if he neither knew nor cared where he was going.
Leslie knew him in a moment. It was Yorke.
And yet could it be? Could this weary-looking, listless man with his hands thrust into his light overcoat pocket, with his drooping head, be Yorke with the straight broad shoulders, the figure upright as a dart, the well-poised head, the handsome face with its cheerful devil-may-care look in the bright eyes? Oh, surely not Yorke, not her Yorke as she remembered him in the street at Portmaris, on the beach, beside her on the tower at St. Martin's?
After that one cry she made no sign, but drew back a step so that Lucy could screen her from him if he chanced to look up.
He came towards them like a man walking in a dream, and as he reached their side he raised his head and looked at them. Leslie had hard work to keep the cry that rose in her heart from escaping her lips.
It was Yorke's face; but how changed! How weary and sad and hopeless – and, yes, reckless! There was that in the dark eyes which she, an innocent girl, did not understand; but instinctively a pang went through her heart, and she trembled, she knew not why.
His eyes, with that strange, awful look in them, rested on their faces for a moment, then dropped again and he passed on. He went up the steps of the club, but turned and stood just outside the door, and Leslie, almost sinking with agitation, hurried on.
"What is the matter? Leslie dear, you frighten me!" said Lucy. "Are you ill?"
"No – yes!" said Leslie.
She walked swiftly and yet tremblingly up a side street, and stood there, out of the reach of those eyes, shaking like a leaf.
"You are ill!" said Lucy, catching her arm. "We have walked too far – you are tired. Oh, what is it, dear?"
"Yes, I am tired," said Leslie when she could command her voice. "That is it. We – we must have a cab. Stay! Not here, come farther up the street – ."
Lucy called a cab, and Leslie sank back, her hands clasped tightly, her face white as death behind her veil.
"You frighten me, Leslie!" said Lucy, holding her hand. "And you look so frightened yourself. What is it, dear? You look as if you had seen a ghost."
"Yes," said Leslie, but in so low a voice that Lucy could not hear her. "Yes, I have seen a ghost."
Yorke stood on the steps of the club with downcast face and moody eyes for some half minute, then the eyes lit up with a sombre light, and going down the steps he crossed the road and laid his hand sharply on the shoulder of a man who was lounging against a post. The man looked up, but he did not appear surprised.
"You're watching me!" said Yorke, and his voice matched his face – it was hard and stern. "You have been watching me for the last two days. Don't trouble to deny it!"
The man, whose appearance was like that of a respectable servant out of livery, a butler out of place, for instance, touched his hat.
"Lord Auchester, I think, sir?" he said coolly, yet not disrespectfully.
"You know my name well enough," said Yorke a little less sternly, as if he were too weary to be resentful. "Who are you and what do you want? I have seen you following me for the last two days. Why do you do it? What is it?"
The man took a paper from his pocket, and just touched Yorke's arm with his finger, as if he were going through some form.
"I am a sheriff's officer, my lord," he said, "and this is my writ."
Yorke looked at him and at the paper.
"What writ?" he said, not angrily, but with obvious indifference.
"A matter of five bills overdue, my lord. Judgment has been signed a week ago – ."
Yorke shook his head.
"You might as well talk Arabic, my man," he said listlessly. "I know nothing about the law – ."
"Certainly not, my lord," said the man, as if he would not insult his lordship by suggesting such knowledge. "It isn't to be expected. But your lordship has had the former summonses – ."
Yorke shook his head.
"Delivered at you rooms at Bury Street, my lord – ."
"I see," said Yorke. He had not opened a letter that looked like a business one since – since the hour he had learnt that Leslie had "jilted" him. "I see. What do you want me to do?"
"Only to go home, my lord, and put in an appearance to-morrow, at the court, you know."
"I don't know," said Yorke. "Why have you watched me?"
"Well, my lord, we had information – in fact, we've sworn it – that you intended leaving the country – ."
"I did," said Yorke.
"Just so, my lord, and I was keeping my eye on you. I could have arrested you – it's a City process – if you'd attempted to leave one of the English ports."
Yorke smiled grimly.
"You must have had some trouble," he said.
The man smiled and nodded.
"Indeed I have, my lord. You nearly walked me off my legs. I never shadowed such a restless gentleman, begging your lordship's pardon. I must have walked – oh, law knows how many miles, following you, and it's a wonder to me we ain't both knocked up."
Yorke gave him a sovereign.
"Go home," he said. "You need follow me no longer. I will attend the court, wherever it is. Stop, what is the name of the man who does all this, the man I owe the money to?"
"Mr. Ralph Duncombe, my lord."
Yorke repeated the name vacantly.
"I don't know him. I never heard of him," he said. "But it does not matter. I owe a great many persons money, and he may be one of them. Good-night," and he walked away, his head down again, his hands in his pockets.
The man looked after him with a puzzled countenance, and turned over the sovereign Yorke had given him.
"One of the right sort he is," he muttered. "But ain't he down on his luck? I've seen a good many of 'em in Queer Street, but none of 'em looked half so bad as that. If I was his friends I should take his razors away!"
Yorke reached Bury Street, but before he could ring, the door opened, and Fleming with a scared face stood before him.
"Oh, my lord!" he began. "Better not come up – go to the club, my lord, and I'll bring your things – ."
Yorke put him aside gently and went slowly up the stairs.
A man – own brother in appearance to the man in the street – was sitting on the sofa. He got up as Yorke entered, and touched his forehead.
"Well?" said Yorke.
"I'm the man in possession, my lord," said the man respectfully enough.