CHAPTER XXXIII
Lady Jane and Beatrix play at Croquet
"Good morning, Monsieur Varbarriere," cried the Baronet, who divined truly that the fattish elderly gentleman with the bronzed features, and in the furred surtout, had observed them.
"Ah!" cried Monsieur Varbarriere, turning toward them genially, his oddly shaped felt hat in one hand, and his field-glass still extended in the other. "What a charming morning! I have been availing myself of the clear sunlight to study this splendid prospect, partly as a picture, partly as a map."
Lady Jane with her right hand plucked some wild flowers from the bank, which at that side rises steeply from the walk, while the gentlemen exchanged salutations.
"I've just been pointing out some of our famous places to Lady Jane Lennox. A little higher up the walk the view is much more commanding. What do you say to a walk here after breakfast? There's a capital glass in the hall, much more powerful than that can be. Suppose we come by-and-by?"
"You are very good – I am so obliged – my curiosity has been so very much piqued by all I have seen."
Monsieur Varbarriere was speaking, as usual, his familiar French, and pointed with his telescope toward a peculiarly shaped remote hillock.
"I have just been conjecturing could that be that Gryston which we passed by on our way to Marlowe."
"Perfectly right, by Jove! what an eye for locality you must have!"
"Have I? Well, sometimes, perhaps," said the foreign gentleman, laughing.
"The eye of a general. Yes, you are quite right – it is Gryston."
Now Sir Jekyl was frank and hearty in his talk; but there was an air – a something which would have excited the observation of Monsieur Varbarriere, even had he remarked nothing peculiar in the bearing of his host and his companion as they approached. There was a semi-abstraction, a covert scrutiny of that gentleman's countenance, and a certain sense of uneasiness.
Some more passed – enough to show that there was nothing in the slightest degree awkward to the two pedestrians in having so unexpectedly fallen into an ambuscade while on their route – and then Sir Jekyl, with a word of apology to Lady Jane, resumed his walk with her towards the pleasure-grounds near the house.
That day Lady Jane played croquet with Beatrix, while Sir Jekyl demonstrated half the country, from the high grounds, to Monsieur Varbarriere.
The croquet-ground is pretty – flowerbeds lie round it, and a "rockery," as they called it, covered with clambering flowers and plants, and backed by a thick grove of shrubs and evergreens, fenced it in to the north.
Lady Jane was kind, ill-tempered, capricious; played wildly, lazily, badly.
"Do you like people in spite of great faults ever, Beatrix?" she asked, suddenly.
"Every one has great faults," said Trixie, sporting a little bit of philosophy.
"No, they have not; there are very good people, and I hate them," said Lady Jane, swinging her mallet slowly like a pendulum, and gazing with her dark deep eyes full into her companion's face.
"Hate the good people!" exclaimed Beatrix; "then how do you feel towards the bad?"
"There are some whose badness suits me, and I like them; there are others whose badness does not, and them I hate as much as the good almost."
Trixie was puzzled; but she concluded that Lady Jane was in one of her odd moods, and venting her ill temper in those shocking eruptions of levity.
"How old are you, Beatrix?"
"Nineteen."
"Ha! and I am five-and-twenty – six years. There is a great deal learned in those six years. I don't recollect what I was like when I was nineteen."
She did not sigh; Lady Jane was not given to sighing, but her face looked sad and sullen.
"It all came of my having no friend," she said, abruptly. "Not one. That stupid old woman might have been one, but she would not. I had no one – it was fate; and here I am, such as I am, and I don't blame myself or anything. But I wish I had one true friend."
"I am sure, Lady Jane, you must have many friends," said Beatrix.
"Don't be a little hypocrite, Beatrix; why should I more than another? Friends are not picked up like daisies as we walk along. If you have neither mother nor sisters, nor kith nor kin to care about you, you will find it hard to make strangers do so. As for old Lady Alice, I think she always hated me; she did nothing but pick holes in everything I said or did; I never heard anything from her but the old story of my faults. And then I was thrown among women of the world – heartless, headless creatures. I don't blame them, they knew no better – perhaps there is no better; but I do blame that egotistical old woman, who, if she had but controlled her temper, might have been of so much use to me, and would not. Religion, and good principles, and all that, whether it is true or false, is the safest plan; and I think if she had been moderately kind and patient, she might have made me as good as others. Don't look at me as if I had two heads, dear. I'm not charging myself with any enormity. I only say it is the happiest way, even if it be the way of fools."
"Shall we play any more?" inquired Beatrix, after a sufficient pause had intervened to soften the transition.
"Yes, certainly. Which is my ball?"
"The red. You are behind your hoop."
"Yes; and – and it seems to me, Beatrix, you are a cold little stick, like your grandmamma, as you call her, though she's no grandmamma of yours."
"Think me as stupid as you please, but you must not think me cold; and, indeed, you wrong poor old granny."
"We'll talk no more of her. I think her a fool and a savage. Come, it's your turn, is not it, to play?"
So the play went on for a while in silence, except for those questions and comments without which it can hardly proceed.
"And now you have won, have not you?" said Lady Jane.
"Should you like another game?" asked Beatrix.
"Maybe by-and-by; and – I sometimes wish you liked me, Beatrix; but I don't know you, and you are little better than a child still; and – no – it could not be – it never could – you'd be sure to hate me in a little while."
"But I do like you, Lady Jane. I liked you very much in London, you were so kind; and I don't know why you were so changed to me when you came here; you seem to have taken a positive dislike to me."
"So I had, child – I detested you," said Lady Jane, but in a tone that had something mocking in it. "Everything has grown – how shall I express it? – disgusting to me – yes, disgusting. You had done nothing to cause it; you need not look so contrite. I could not help it either. I am odious – and I can't love or like anybody."
"I am sure, Lady Jane, you are not at all like what you describe."
"You think me faultless, do you?"
Beatrix smiled.
"Well, I see you don't. What is my fault?" demanded Lady Jane, looking on her not with a playful, but with a lowering countenance.
"It is a very conceited office – pointing out other people's faults, even if one understood them, which I do not."
"Well, I give you leave; tell me one, to begin with," persisted Lady Jane Lennox.
Beatrix laughed.
"I wish, Lady Jane, if you insist on my telling your faults, that you would not look so stern."
"Stern – do I?" said Lady Jane; "I did not intend; it was not with you, but myself, that I was angry; not angry either, for my faults have been caused by other people, and to say truth, I don't very much wish to mend them."
"No, Lady Jane," said Beatrix, merrily. "I won't say in cold blood anything disagreeable. I don't say, mind, that I really could tell you any one fault you may fancy you have – but I won't try."
"Well, let us walk round this oval; I'll tell you what you think. You think I am capricious – and so I may appear – but I am not; on the contrary, my likings or aversions are always on good grounds, and last very long. I don't say people always know the grounds, but they know it is not whim; they know – those that have experienced either – that my love and aversion are both very steady. You think I am ill-tempered, too, but I am not – I am isolated and unhappy; but my temper is easy to get on with – and I don't know why I am talking to you," she exclaimed, with a sudden change in her looks and tone, "as if you and I could ever by any possibility become friends. Good-bye, Beatrix; I see your grandmamma beckoning."
So she was – leaning upon the arm of her maid, a wan lank figure – motioning her toward her.
"Coming, grandmamma," cried Beatrix, and smiled, and turning to say a parting word to Lady Jane, she perceived that she was already moving some way off toward the house.
CHAPTER XXXIV
General Lennox receives a Letter
Monsieur Varbarriere was charmed with his host this morning. Sir Jekyl spent more than an hour in pointing out and illustrating the principal objects in the panorama that spread before and beneath them as they stood with field-glasses scanning the distance, and a very agreeable showman he made.
Very cheery and healthful among the breezy copse to make this sort of rural survey. As they parted in the hall, Monsieur Varbarriere spoke his eloquent appreciation of the beauties of the surrounding country; and then, having letters to despatch by the post, he took his leave, and strode up with pounding steps to his dressing-room.
Long before he reached it, his smile had quite subsided, and it was with a solemn and stern countenance that he entered and nodded to his valet, whom he found awaiting him there.
"Well, Jacques, any more offers? Does Sir Jekyl still wish to engage you?"
"I can assure Monsieur there has not been a word since upon that affair."
"Good!" said Monsieur Varbarriere, after a second's scrutiny of the valet's dark, smirking visage.
The elderly gentleman unlocked his desk, and taking forth a large envelope, he unfolded the papers enclosed in it.
"Have we anything to note to-day about that apartment verd? Did you manage the measurement of the two recesses?"
"They are three feet and a half wide, two feet and a half deep, and the pier between them is, counting in the carved case, ten feet and six inches; and there is from the angle of the room at each side, that next the window and that opposite, to the angle of the same recesses, counting in, in like manner, the carved case, two feet and six inches exactly. Here Monsieur has the threads of measurement," added Jacques, with a charming bow, handing a little paper, containing certain pieces of tape cut at proper lengths and noted in pen and ink, to his master.
"Were you in the room yourself since?"
"This afternoon I am promised to be again introduced."
"Try both – particularly that to your right as you stand near the door – and rap them with your knuckles, and search as narrowly as you can."
Monsieur Jacques bowed low and smiled.
"And now about the other room," said Monsieur Varbarriere; "have you had an opportunity?"
"I have enjoyed the permission of visiting it, by the kindness of Sir Jekyl's man."
"He does not suppose any object?" inquired Monsieur Varbarriere.
"None in the world – nothing – merely the curiosity of seeing everything which is common in persons of my rank."
Monsieur Varbarriere smiled dimly.
"Well, there is a room opening at the back of Sir Jekyl's room – what is it?"
"His study."
Varbarriere nodded – "Go on."
"A room about the same size, surrounded on all sides except the window with books packed on shelves."
"Where is the door?"
"There is no door, visible at least, except that by which one enters from Sir Jekyl Marlowe's room," answered Monsieur Jacques.
"Any sign of a door?"
Monsieur Jacques smiled a little mysteriously.
"When my friend, Monsieur Tomlinson, Sir Jekyl's gentleman, had left me alone for a few minutes, to look at some old books of travels with engravings, for which I had always a liking, I did use my eyes a little, Monsieur, upon other objects, but could see nothing. Then, with the head of my stick I took the liberty to knock a little upon the shelves, and one place I did find where the books are not real, but made of wood."
"Made of wood?" repeated Monsieur Varbarriere.
"Yes – bound over to imitate the tomes; and all as old and dingy as the books themselves."
"You knew by the sound?"
"Yes, Monsieur, by the sound. I removed, moreover, a real book at the side, and I saw there wood."
"Whereabout is that in the wall?"
"Next to the corner, Monsieur, which is formed by the wall in which the windows are set – it is a dark corner, nearly opposite the door by which you enter."
"That's a door," said Monsieur Varbarriere, rising deliberately as if he were about to walk through it.
"I think Monsieur conjectures sagely."
"What more did you see, Jacques?" demanded Monsieur Varbarriere, resuming his seat quietly.
"Nothing, Monsieur; for my good friend returned just then, and occupied my attention otherwise."
"You did not give him a hint of your discovery?"
"Not a word, sir."
"Jacques, you must see that room again, quietly. You are very much interested, you know, in those books of travel. When you have a minute there to yourself again, you will take down in turn every volume at each side of that false bookcase, and search closely for hinge or bolt – there must be something of the kind – or keyhole – do you see? Rely upon me, I will not fail to consider the service handsomely. Manage that, if possible, to-day."
"I will do all my possible, Monsieur."
"I depend upon you, Jacques. Adieu."
With a low bow and a smirk, Jacques departed.
Monsieur Varbarriere bolted his dressing-room door, and sat down musing mysteriously before his paper. His large, fattish, freckled hand hung down over the arm of the low chair, nearly to the carpet, with his heavy gold pencil-case in its fingers. He heaved one deep, unconscious sigh, as he leaned back. It was not that he quailed before any coming crisis. He was not a soft-hearted or nervous general, and had quite made up his mind. But he was not without good nature in ordinary cases, and the page he was about to open was full of terror and bordered all round with black.
Lady Jane Lennox was at that moment seated also before her desk, very pale, and writing a few very grateful and humble lines of thanks to her General – vehement thanks – vehement self-abasement – such as surprised him quite delightfully. He read them over and over, smiling with all his might, under his stiff white moustache, and with a happy moisture in his twinkling grey eyes, and many a murmured apostrophe, "Poor little thing – how pleased she is – poor little Janet!" and resolving how happy they two should be, and how much sunshine was breaking into their world.
Monsieur Varbarriere was sitting in deep thought before his desk.
"Yes, I think I may," was the result of his ruminations.
And in his bold clear hand he indited the following letter, which we translate: —
Private and Confidential.
Marlowe Manor, – th October, 1849.
General Lennox.
Sir, – I, in the first place, beg you to excuse the apparent presumption of my soliciting a private audience of a gentleman to whom I have the honour to be but so slightly known, and of claiming the protection of an honourable secrecy. The reason of my so doing will be obvious when I say that I have certain circumstances to lay before you which nearly affect your honour. I decline making any detailed statement by letter, nor will I explain my meaning at Marlowe Manor; but if, without fracas, you will give me a private meeting, at any place between this and London, I will make it my business to see you, when I shall satisfy you that I have not made this request without the gravest reasons. May I entreat that your reply may be addressed to me, poste restante, Slowton.
Accept the assurance, &c., &c., &c.,H. Varbarriere.
Thus was the angelic messenger, musical with silvery wings, who visited honest General Lennox in his lodgings off Piccadilly, accompanied all the way, in the long flight from Slowton to the London terminus, by a dark spirit of compensation, to appal him with a doubt.
Varbarriere's letter had been posted at Wardlock by his own servant Jacques – a precaution he chose to adopt, as he did not care that anyone at the little town of Marlowe, far less at the Manor, should guess that he had anything on earth to say to General Lennox.
When the two letters reached that old gentleman, he opened Lady Jane's first; for, as we know, he had arrived at the amorous age, and was impatient to read what his little Jennie had to say; and when he had read it once, he had of course to read it all over again; then he kissed it and laughed tremulously over it, and was nearer to crying than he would have confessed to anyone – even to her; and he read it again at the window, where he was seen by seedy Captain Fezzy, who was reading Bell's Life, across, the street, in the three-pair-of-stairs window, and by Miss Dignum, the proprietress, from the drawing-room, with a countenance so radiant and moved as to interest both spectators from their different points of view.
Thus, with many re-perusals and pleasant castle-buildings, and some airs gently whistled in his reveries, he had nearly forgotten M. Varbarriere's letter.
He was so gratified – he always knew she cared for her old man, little Jennie – she was not demonstrative, all the better perhaps for that; and here, in this delightful letter, so grateful, so sad, so humble, it was all confessed – demonstrated, at last; and old General Lennox thought infinitely better of himself, and far more adoringly of his wife than ever, and was indescribably proud and happy. Hitherto his good angel had had it all his own way; the other spirit was now about to take his turn – touched him on the elbow and presented Monsieur Varbarriere's letter, with a dark smile.
"Near forgetting this, by Jove!" said the old gentleman with the white moustache and eyebrows, taking the letter in his gnarled pink fingers.
"What the devil can the fellow mean? I think he's a fool," said the General, very pale and stern, when he had read the letter twice through.
If the people at the other side had been studying the transition of human countenance, they would have had a treat in the General's, now again presented at his drawing-room window, where he stood leaning grimly on his knuckles.
Still oftener, and more microscopically, was this letter spelled over than the other.
"It can't possibly refer to Jane. It can't. I put that out of my head —quite," said the poor General energetically to himself, with a short wave of his hand like a little sabre-cut in the air.
But what could it be? He had no kinsman near enough in blood to "affect his honour." But these French fellows had such queer phrases. The only transaction he could think of was the sale of his black charger in Calcutta for two hundred guineas, to that ill-conditioned fellow, Colonel Bardell, who, he heard, had been grumbling about that bargain, as he did about every other.
"I should not be surprised if he said I cheated him about that horse!"
And he felt quite obliged to Colonel Bardell for affording this hypothesis.
"Yes, Bardell was coming to England – possibly at Marlowe now. He knows Sir Jekyl. Egad, that's the very thing. He's been talking; and this officious old French bourgeois thinks he's doing a devilish polite thing in telling me what a suspected dog I am."
The General laughed, and breathed a great sigh of relief, and recalled all the cases he could bring up in which fellows had got into scrapes unwittingly about horse-flesh, and how savagely fellows sometimes spoke when they did not like their bargains.
CHAPTER XXXV
The Bishop at Marlowe
So he laboured in favour of his hypothesis with an uneasy sort of success; but, for a few seconds, on one sore point of his heart had there been a pressure, new, utterly agonising, and there remained the sense of contusion.
The General took his hat, and came and walked off briskly into the city a long way, thinking he had business; but when he reached the office, preferring another day – wishing to be back at Marlowe – wishing to see Varbarriere – longing to know the worst.
At last he turned into a city coffee-house, and wrote a reply on a quarto sheet of letter-paper to Monsieur Varbarriere. He was minded first to treat the whole thing with a well-bred contempt, and simply to mention that as he expected soon to be at Marlowe, he would not give Monsieur Varbarriere the trouble of making an appointment elsewhere.
But, seated in his box, he read Monsieur Varbarriere's short letter over again before committing himself, and it struck him that it was not an intimation to be trifled with – it had a certain gravity which did not lose its force by frequent reading. The gentleman himself, too – reserved, shrewd, with an odd mixture of the unctuous and the sardonic – his recollection of this person, the writer, came unpleasantly in aid of the serious impression which his letter was calculated to make; and he read again —
"I have certain circumstances to lay before you which nearly affect your honour."
The words smote his heart again with a tremendous augury; somehow they would not quite fit his hypothesis about the horse, but it might be something else. Was there any lady who might conceive herself jilted? Who could guess what it might be?
Jennie's letter he read then again in his box, with the smell of beef-steaks, the glitter of pewter pots, and the tread of waiters about him.
Yes, it was – he defied the devil himself to question it – an affectionate, loving, grateful letter. And Lady Alice had gone to Marlowe, and was staying there – Lady Alice Redcliffe, that stiff, austere duenna – Jane's kinswoman. He was glad of it, and often thinking of it. But, no – oh! no – it could not possibly refer to Jane: upon that point he had perfectly made up his mind.
Well, with his pen between his fingers, he considered when he could go, and where he should meet this vulgar Frenchman. He could not leave London to-morrow, nor next day, and the day following he had to give evidence on the question of compensation to that native prince, and so on: so at last he wrote, naming the nearest day he could command, and requesting, in a postscript which he opened the letter to add, that Monsieur Varbarriere would be so very good as to let him know a little more distinctly to what specific subject his letter referred, as he had in vain taxed his recollection for the slightest clue to his meaning; and although he was perfectly satisfied that he could not have the smallest difficulty in clearing up anything that could possibly be alleged against him as a soldier or a gentleman – having, he thanked Heaven, accomplished his career with honour – he yet could not feel quite comfortable until he heard something more explicit.
As the General, with this letter in his pocket, was hurrying to the post-office, the party at Marlowe were admiring a glorious sunset, and Monsieur Varbarriere was describing to Lady Jane Lennox some gorgeous effects of sunlight which he had witnessed from Lisbon on the horizon of the Atlantic.
The Bishop had already arrived, and was in his dressing-room, and Dives was more silent and thoughtful than usual.
Yes, the Bishop had arrived. He was venerable, dignified, dapper, with, for his time of life, a wonderfully shapely leg in his black silk stocking. There was in his manner and tones that suavity which reminds one at the same time of heaven and the House of Lords. He did not laugh. He smiled and bowed sometimes. There was a classical flavour in his conversation with gentlemen, and he sometimes conversed with ladies, his leg crossed horizontally, the ankle resting on his knee, while he mildly stroked the shapely limb I have mentioned, and murmured well-bred Christianity, to which, as well as to his secular narratives, the ladies listened respectfully.
Don't suppose he was a hypocrite or a Pharisee. He was as honest as most men, and better than many Christians. He was a bachelor, and wealthy; but if he had amassed a good deal of public money, he had also displayed a good deal of public spirit, and had done many princely and even some kind actions. His family were not presentable, making a livelihood by unmentionable practices, such as shop-keeping and the like. Still he cut them with moderation, having maintained affable though clandestine relations with his two maiden aunts, who lived and died in Thames Street, and having twice assisted a nephew, though he declined seeing him, who was a skipper of a Russian brig.
He was a little High-Church. But though a disciplinarian in ecclesiastical matters, and with notions about self-mortification, his rule as master of the great school he had once governed had been kindly and popular as well as firm. I do not know exactly what interest got him his bishopric. Perhaps it was his reputation only; and that he was thinking of duty, and his fasts, and waked in his cell one morning with a mitre on instead of his nightcap. The Trappist, mayhap, in digging his grave had lighted on a pot of gold.
"I had no idea," exclaimed Miss Blunket, when the Bishop's apron and silk stockings had moved with the Rev. Dives Marlowe to the opposite extremity of the drawing-room, where the attentive Rector was soon deep in demonstrations, which evidently interested the right reverend prelate much, drawn from some manuscript notes of an ancestor of Dives's who had filled that see, which had long known him no more, and where he had been sharp in his day in looking up obscure rights and neglected revenues.
"I had no idea the Bishop was so young; he's by no means an old-looking man; and so very admirable a prelate – is not he?"
"He has neglected one of St. Paul's conditions though," said Sir Jekyl; "but you will not think the worse of him for that. It may be mended, you know."
"What's that?" inquired Miss Blunket.
"Why, he's not the husband of one wife."
"Nonsense, you wretch!" cried Miss Blunket, with a giggle, jerking a violet which she was twiddling between her fingers at the Baronet.
"He has written a great deal, has not he?" continued Miss Blunket. "His tract on mortification has gone to fifteen thousand copies, I see by the newspaper."
"I wonder he has never married," interposed Lady Blunket, drowsily, with her usual attention to the context.
"I wonder he never tried it as a species of mortification," suggested Sir Jekyl.
"You horrid Vandal! Do you hear him, mamma?" exclaimed Miss Blunket.
Lady Blunket rather testily – for she neither heard nor understood very well, and her daughter's voice was shrill – asked —
"What is it? You are always making mountains of molehills, my dear, and startling one."
Old Lady Alice Redcliffe's entrance at this moment made a diversion. She entered, tall, grey, and shaky, leaning on the arm of pretty Beatrix, and was encountered near the door by the right reverend prelate, who greeted her with a dignified and apostolic gallantry, which contrasted finely with Sir Jekyl's jaunty and hilarious salutation.
The Bishop was very much changed since she had seen him last. He, no doubt, thought the same of her. Neither intimated this little reflection to the other. Each estimated, with something of wonder and pity, the other's decay, and neither appropriated the lesson.
"I dare say you think me very much altered," said Lady Alice, so soon as she had made herself comfortable on the ottoman.
"I was about putting the same inquiry of myself, Lady Alice; but, alas! why should we? 'Never continueth in one stay,' you know; change is the universal law, and the greatest, last."
The excellent prelate delivered this ex cathedrâ, as an immortal to a mortal. It was his duty to impress old Lady Alice, and he courteously included himself, being a modest priest, who talked of sin and death as if bishops were equally subject to them with other men.