“Not so much as you think!” remarked Grog, dryly. “Lackington will take it easier than you suspect.”
“No, no, you don’t know him, – don’t know him at all. I wouldn’t stand face to face with him this minute for a round sum!”
“I ‘d not like it over-much myself!” muttered Davis, with a grim smile.
“It’s all from pride of birth and blood, and he ‘d say, ‘Debts, if you like; go ahead with Jews and the fifty per centers, but, hang it, don’t tie a stone round your throat, don’t put a double ditch between you and your own rank! Look where I am,’ he ‘d say, – ‘look where I am!’”
“Well, I hope he finds it comfortable!” muttered Grog, with a dry malice.
“Look where I am!” resumed Beecher, trying to imitate the pretentious tones of his brother’s voice. “And where is it, after all?”
“Where we ‘ll all be, one day or other,” growled out Grog, who could not help answering his own reflections.
“‘And are you sure of where you are?’ – that’s what I ‘d ask him, eh, Grog? – ‘are you sure of where you are?’”
“That would be a poser, I suspect,” said Davis, who laughed heartily; and the contagion catching Beecher, he laughed till the tears came.
“I might ask him, besides, ‘Are you quite sure how long you are to remain where you are?’ eh, Grog? What would he say to that?”
“The chances are, he ‘d not answer at all,” said Davis, dryly.
“No, no! you mistake him, he’s always ready with a reason; and then he sets out by reminding you that he’s the head of the house, – a fact that a younger brother does n’t need to have recalled to his memory. Oh, Grog, old fellow, if I were the Viscount, – not that I wish any ill to Lack-ington, – not that I ‘d really enjoy the thing at any cost to him, – but if I were – ”
“Well, let’s hear. What then?” cried Davis, as he filled the other’s glass to the top, – “what then?”
“Would n’t I trot the coach along at a very different pace. It’s not poking about Italy, dining with smoke-dried cardinals and snuffy old ‘marchesas,’ I ‘d be; but I ‘d have such a stable, old fellow, with Jem Bates to ride and Tom Ward to train them, and yourself, too, to counsel me. Would n’t we give Binsleigh and Hawksworth and the rest of them a cold bath, eh?”
“That ain’t the style of thing at all, Beecher,” said Grog, deprecatingly; “you ought to go in for the ‘grand British nobleman dodge,’ – county interests, influence with a party, and a vote in the Lords. If you were to try it, you ‘d make a right good speech. It wouldn’t be one of those flowery things the Irish fellows do, but a manly, straightforward, genuine English discourse.”
“Do you really think so, Grog?” asked he, eagerly.
“I ‘m sure of it I never mistook pace in my life; and I know what’s in you as well as if I saw it. The real fact is, you have a turn of speed that you yourself have no notion of, but it will come out one of these days if you ‘re attacked, – if they say anything about your life on the turf, your former companions, or a word about the betting-ring.”
The charm of this flattery was far more intoxicating than even the copious goblets of Marcobrunner, and Beecher’s flushed cheeks and flashing eyes betrayed how it overpowered him. Davis went on: —
“You are one of those fellows that never show ‘the stuff they ‘re made of’ till some injustice is done them, – eh?”
“True as a book!” chimed in Beecher.
“Take you fairly, and a child might lead you; but try it on to deny you what you justly have a right to, – let them attempt to dictate to you, and say, ‘Do this, and don’t do the other,’ – little they know on what back they ‘ve put the saddle. You ‘ll give them such a hoist in the air as they never expected!”
“How you read every line of me!” exclaimed Beecher, in ecstasy.
“And I ‘ll tell you more; there’s not another man breathing knows you but myself. They ‘ve always seen you in petty scrapes and little difficulties, pulling the devil by the last joint of his tail, as Jack Bush says; but let them wait till you come out for a cup race, – the Two Thousand Guinea Stakes, – then I’m not Kit Davis if you won’t be one of the first men in England.”
“I hope you ‘re right, Davis. I almost feel as if you were,” said Beecher, earnestly.
“When did you find me in the wrong, so far as judgment went? Show me one single mistake I ever made in a matter of opinion? Who was it foretold that Bramston would bolt after the Cotteswold if Rugby didn’t win? Who told the whole yard at Tattersall’s that Grimsby would sell Holt’s stable? Who saw that Rickman Turner was a coward, and would n’t fight? – and I said it, the very day they gave him ‘the Bath’ for his services in China! I don’t know much about books, nor do I pretend to; but as to men and women – men best – I ‘ll back myself against all England and the Channel Islands.”
“And I ‘ll take as much as you ‘ll spare me out of your book, Grog,” said Beecher, enthusiastically, while he filled his glass and drained it.
“You see,” said Davis, in a low, confidential tone, as if imparting a great secret, “I’ve always remarked that the way they smash a fellow in Parliament – I don’t care in which House – is always by raking up something or other he did years before. If he wrote a play, or a novel, or a book of poems, they ‘re down on him at once, about his imagination and his fancy, – that means, he never told a word of truth in his life. If he was unfortunate in business, they ‘re sure to refer to him about some change in the Law of Bankruptcy, and say, ‘There’s my honorable friend yonder ought to be able to help us by his experiences!’ Then, if a fellow has only his wits about him, how he floors them! You see there’s a great deal of capital to be made out of one of these attacks. You rise to reply, without any anger or passion; only dignity, – nothing but dignity! You appeal to the House if the assault of the right honorable baronet opposite was strictly in good taste, – whatever that means. You ask why you are signalled out to be the mark of his eloquence, or his wit, or whatever it be; and then you come out with a fine account of yourself, and all the honorable motives that nobody ever suspected you of. That’s the moment to praise everything you ever did, or meant to do, or couldn’t do; that’s the time to show them what a man they have amongst them.”
“Capital, glorious, excellent!” cried Beecher, in delight “Well, suppose now,” said Davis, “there ‘s a bill about marriages, – they ‘re always changing the law about them; it’s evidently a contract does n’t work quite smoothly for all parties, – well, there’s sure to be many a spicy remark and impertinent allusion in the debate; it’s a sore subject, and every one has a ‘raw’ on it; and, at last, somebody says something about unequal matches, alliances with an inferior class, ‘noble lords that have not scrupled to mingle the ancient blood of their race with the – the thin and washy current that flows in plebeian veins.’ I ‘m the Lord Chancellor, now,” said Grog, boldly, “and I immediately turn round and fix my eyes upon you. Up you get at once, and say, ‘I accept, my Lords, – I accept for myself, and my own case, every word the noble Duke or Marquis has just uttered. It never would have occurred to me to make my personal history the subject of your Lordships’ attention; but when thus rudely brought before you, – rudely and gratuitously introduced – ‘Here you ‘d frown at the last speaker, as much as to say, ‘You ‘ll hear more about this outside – ‘”
“Go on, – go on!” cried Beecher, with impatience.
“‘I rise in this place,’ – that has always a great impression, to say ‘this place,’ – ‘I rise in this place to say that I am prouder in the choice that shares with me the honors of my coronet, than in all the dignity and privilege that same coronet confers.’ What a cheer, what a regular hurrah follows that, for they have seen her, – ay, that have they! They have beheld her sweeping down the gilded drawing-room, – the handsomest woman in England! Where’s the Duchess with her eyes, her skin, her dignity, and her grace? Does n’t she look ‘thoroughbred in every vein of her neck’? Where did she get that graceful sweep, that easy-swimming gait, if she had n’t it in her very nature’?”
“By Heaven, it’s true, every syllable of it!” cried out Beecher, in all the wild ecstasy of delight.
“Where is the man – I don’t care what his rank might be – who would n’t envy you after you ‘d made that speech? You ‘d walk down Westminster the proudest man in England after it.”
Beecher’s features glowed with a delight that showed he had already anticipated the sense of his popularity.
“And then how the newspapers will praise you! It will be as if you built a bridge over the gulf that separates two distinct classes of people. You ‘ll be a sort of noble reformer. What was the wisest thing Louis Napoleon ever did? His marriage. Do you mark that he was always following his uncle’s footsteps in all his other policy; he saw that the only great mistake he ever made was looking out for a high match, and, like a shrewd fellow, he said, ‘I have station, rank, power, and money enough for two. It ‘s not to win the good favor of a wrinkled old Archduchess or a deaf old Princess, I ‘m going to marry. I ‘ll go in for the whole field. I ‘ll take the girl that, if I was n’t an Emperor, I ‘d be proud to call my own.’ And signs on ‘t, they all cried out, ‘See if he has n’t his heart in the right place; there’s an honest drop there! Let him be as ambitious as you like, he married just as you or I would.’ Ain’t it a fine thing,” exclaimed Grog, enthusiastically, “when one has all the middle classes in one’s favor, – the respectable ruck that’s always running, but seldom showing a winner? Get these fellows with you, and it’s like Baring’s name on the back of your bill. And now, Beecher,” said Davis, grasping the other’s hand, and speaking with a deep earnestness, – “and now that I ‘ve said what you might have done, I ‘ll tell you what I will do. I have just been sketching out this line of country to see how you ‘d take your fences, nothing more. You ‘ve shown me that you ‘re the right sort, and I ‘m not the man to forget it. If I had seen the shadow of a shade of a dodge about you, – if I ‘d have detected one line in your face, or one shake in your voice, like treachery, – so help me! I ‘d have thrown you over like winking! You fancied yourself a great man, and was stanch and true to your old friends; and now it’s my turn to tell you that I would n’t give that empty flask yonder for all your brother Lackington’s lease of his peerage! Hear me out I have it from his own lawyers, – from the fellows in Furnival’s Inn, – it’s up with him; the others are perfectly sure of their verdict There’s how it is! And now, Annesley Beecher, you were willing to marry Kit Davis’s daughter when you thought you could make her a peeress; now I say, that when you ‘ve nothing, nor haven’t a sixpence to bless yourself with, it’s Kit himself will give her to you, and say, there’s not the other man breathing he’d as soon see the husband of this same Lizzy Davis!”
The burst of emotion with which Beecher met this speech was, indeed, the result of very conflicting feelings. Shock at the terrible tidings of his brother’s downfall, and the insult to his house and name, mingled with a burst of gratitude to Davis for his fidelity; but stronger and deeper than these was another sentiment, – for, smile if you will, most sceptical reader, the man was in love, after his fashion. I do not ask of you to believe that he felt as you or I might or ought to feel the tender passion. I do not seek to persuade you that the object of his affection, mingled with all his thoughts, swayed them and etherealized them; that she was the theme of many a heart-woven story, the heroine of many an ecstatic dream: still she was one who could elicit from that nature, in all its selfishness, little traits of generous feeling, little bursts of honest sentiment, that made him appear better to his own heart. And so far has the adage truth with it, virtue is its own reward, in the conscious sense of well doing, in the peaceful calm of an unrepining spirit, and, not least of all, in that sympathy which good men so readily bestow upon even faint efforts to win their suffrage.
And so he sobbed out something that meant grief and gratitude; hope, fear, and uncertainty – worse than fear – all agitating and distracting him by turns.
Very little time did Grog give himself for calmer reflection; away he went at full speed to sketch out their future life. They were to make the tour of Europe, winning all before them. All the joyous part, all the splendor of equipage, retinue, mode of life, and outlay being dictated by Beecher; all the more business detail, the play and the money-getting, devolving upon Davis. Baden, Ems, Wiesbaden, Hamburg, and Aix, – all glowed in the descriptions like fields of foretold glory. How they were to outshine Princes in magnificence and Royal Highnesses in display; the envy of Beecher, of his unvarying luck; the splendor of all his belongings; Lizzy’s beauty, tool What a page would he fill in the great gossip calendar of Europe!
Well Davis knew how to feed the craving vanity of that weak nature, whose most ardent desire was to be deemed cunning and sharp, the cautious reserve of prudent men in his company being a tribute to his acuteness, the dearest his heart could covet Oh, if he longed for anything as success, it was for a time when his coming would spread a degree of terror at a play-table, and men would rise rather than risk their fortune against his! Should such a moment ever be his? Was that great triumph ever to befall him? And all this as the husband of Lizzy Davis!
“Ay!” said Grog, as he read and traced each succeeding emotion in that transparent nature, – “ay! that’s what may be called life; and when we ‘ve done Europe, smashed every bank on the Continent, we ‘ll cross the Atlantic, and give Jonathan a ‘touch of our quality.’ I know all their games well, and I ‘ve had my ‘three bullets and a poker’ before now on a Mississippi steamer! Your Yankee likes faro, and I’ve a new cabal to teach him; in short, my boy, there’s a roving commission of fun before us, and if it don’t pay, my name ain’t Davis!”
“Was this your scheme, then, Grog,” asked Beecher, “when you told me at Brussels that you could make a man of me?”
“It was, my boy,” cried Davis, eagerly. “You ‘ve guessed it. There was only one obstacle to the success of the plan at that time, and this exists no longer.”
“What was the obstacle you speak of?”
“Simply, that so long as you fancied yourself next in succession to a peerage, you ‘d never lay yourself down regularly to your work; you’d say, ‘Lackington can’t live forever; he’s almost twenty years my senior. I must be the Viscount yet. Why should I, therefore, cumber myself with cares that I have no need of, and involve myself amongst people I’ll have to cut one of these days? No, I’ll just make a waiting race of it, and be patient.’ Now, however, that you can’t count upon this prospect, – now that to-morrow or next day will declare to the world that Henry Hastings Beecher is just Henry Hastings Beecher, and not Viscount Lackington, and that the Honorable Annesley is just Annesley, and no more, – now, I say, that you see this clearly with your own eyes, you ‘ll buckle to, and do your work manfully. And there was another thing – ” And here Davis paused, and seemed to meditate.
“What was that, Grog? Be candid, old fellow, and tell me all.”
“So I will, then,” resumed Davis. “That other thing was this. So long as you were the great man in prospective, and might some fine day be a Lord, you could always persuade yourself – or some one else could persuade you – that Kit Davis was hanging on you just for your rank; that he wanted the intimacy of a man in your station, and so on. Now, if you ever came to believe this, there would have been an end of all confidence between us; and without confidence, what can a fellow do for his pal? This was, therefore, the obstacle; and even if you could have got over it, I couldn’t. No, hang me if I could! I was always saying to myself, ‘It’s all very nice and smooth now, Kit, between you and Beecher, – you eat, drink, and sleep together, – but wait till he turns the corner, old fellow, and see if he won’t give you the cold shoulder.”
“You could n’t believe – ”
“Yes, but I could, and did too; and many’s the time I said to myself, ‘If Beecher was n’t a top-sawyer, what a trump he ‘d be! He has head for anything, and address for anything.’ And do you know,” – here Grog dropped his-voice to a whisper, and spoke as if under great emotion, – “and do you know that I could n’t be the same man to you myself just because of your rank? That was the reason I used to be so sulky, so suspicious, and so – ay, actually cruel with you, telling you, as I did, what could n’t I do with certain acceptances? Now, look here, Beecher – Light that taper beside you; there’s a match in that box at your elbow.”
Unsteady enough was Beecher’s hand; indeed, it was not wine alone now made him tremble. An intense agitation shook his frame, and he shivered like one in an ague fit. He couldn’t tell what was coming; the theme alone was enough to arrest all process of reasoning on his part. It was like the force of a blow that stunned and stupefied at once.
“There, that will do,” said Grog, as he drew a long pocket-book from his breast-pocket, and searched for some time amongst its contents. “Ay, here they are; two – three – four of them, – insignificant-looking scraps of paper they look; and yet there’s a terrible exposure in open court, a dreary sea-voyage over the ocean, and a whole life of a felon’s suffering in those few lines.”
“For the love of mercy, Davis, if you have a spark of pity in your heart, – if you have a heart at all, – don’t speak in this way to me!” cried Beecher, in a voice almost choked with sobs.
“It is for the last time in my life you’ll ever hear such words,” said Grog, calmly. “Read them over carefully; examine them well. Yes, I wish and require it.”
“Oh, I know them well!” said Beecher, with a heavy sigh. “Many’s the sleepless night the thought of them has cost me.”
“Go over every line of them; satisfy yourself that they ‘re the same, – that the words ‘Johnstone Howard’ are in your own hand.”
Beecher bent over the papers; but, with his dimmed eyes and trembling fingers, it was some time ere he could decipher them. A sigh from the very bottom of his heart was all the reply he could make.
“They’ll never cost you another sleepless night, old fellow!” said Davis, as he held them over the flame of the taper. “There’s the end of ‘em now!”
CHAPTER XII. REFLECTIONS OF ANNESLEY BEECHER
A wiser head than that of Annesley Beecher might have felt some confusion on awaking the morning after the events we have just related. Indeed, his first sensations were those of actual bewilderment as he opened his eyes, and beheld the pine-clad mountains rising in endless succession; the deep glens; the gushing streams, crossed by rude bridges of a single tree; the rustic saw-mills all dripping with spray. And trembling with the force of their own machinery. Where was he? What strange land was this? How came he there? Was this in reality the “new world beyond the seas” Davis had so often described to him? By a slow, laborious process, like filtering, stray memories dropped, one by one, through his clouded faculties; and, at length, he remembered the scene of the preceding night, and all that had passed between Davis and himself. Yet, withal, there was much of doubt and uncertainty mixed up, nor could he, by any effort, satisfy himself how much was fact, how much mere speculation. Was it true that Lackington was to lose his peerage? Was it possible such a dreadful blow was to fall on their house? If so, what portion of the estates would follow the title? Would a great part – would all the property be transferred to the new claimant? What length of time, too, might the suit occupy? – such things often lasted for years upon years. Was it too late for a compromise? Could not some arrangement be come to “some way”? Grog was surely the man to decree a plan for this; at all events, he could protract and spin out proceedings. “It’s not p.p.; the match may never come off,” muttered Beecher, “and I ‘ll back old Grog to ‘square it’ somehow.”
And then the bills, the forged acceptances, – they were actually burned before his face! It was well-nigh incredible; but he had seen them, held them in his own hand, and watched them as the night wind wafted away their blackened embers never more to rise in judgment against him, – never to cost him another night of sleepless terror! Who would have believed Davis capable of such magnanimity? Of all men living, he had deemed him the last to forego any hold over another; and then the act was his own spontaneous doing, without reservation, without condition.
Beecher’s heart swelled proudly as he thought over this trait of his friend. Was it that he felt a sense of joy in believing better of mankind? Was it that it awoke within his breast more hopeful thoughts of his fellow-men? Did it appeal to him like a voice, saying, “Despair of no man; there are touches of kindliness in natures the very roughest, that redeem whole lives of harshness”? No, my good reader, it would be unfair and unjust to you were I to say that such sentiments as these swayed him. Annesley Beecher’s thoughts flowed in another and very different channel. The words he whispered to his heart were somewhat in this wise: “What a wonderful fellow must you be, Beecher, to acquire such influence over a man like Davis; what marvellous gifts must you not be endowed with! Is it any wonder that Grog predicts a brilliant future to him who can curb to his will the most stubborn of natures, and elicit traits of sacrifice out of the most selfish of men? Who but yourself could work this miracle?” Mean and ignoble as such a mode of arguing may seem, take my word for it, most patient reader, it is not unfrequent in this world of ours, nor is Annesley Beecher the only one who has ascribed all his good fortune to his own deservings.
“Shrewd fellow, that Davis! He always saw what stuff was in me; he recognized the real metal, while others were only sneering at the dross, – just as he knows this moment, that if I start fresh without name, fortune, or title, that I ‘m sure to be at the top of the tree at last. Give me his daughter! I should think he would! It’s not all up with Lackington yet, dark as it looks; we ‘re in possession, and there is a ‘good line of country’ between the Honorable Annesley Beecher, next Viscount in succession, and Kit Davis, commonly called Grog of that ilk! Not that the girl isn’t equal to any station, – there’s no denying that! Call her a Greville, a Stanley, or a Seymour, and she’s a match for the finest man in England! Make her a Countess to-morrow, and she ‘ll look it!”
It is but fair to acknowledge that Beecher was not bewildered without some due cause; for if Davis had at one time spoken to him as one who no longer possessed claim to rank and station, but was a mere adventurer like himself, at another moment he had addressed him as the future Viscount, and pictured him as hurling a proud defiance to the world in the choice he had made of his wife. This was no blunder on Grog’s part. That acute individual had, in the course of his legal experiences, remarked that learned counsel are wont to insert pleas which are occasionally even contradictory, alleging at times that “there was no debt,” and then, that “if there had been, it was already paid.” In the same spirit did Davis embrace each contingency of fortune, showing that, whether Peer or Commoner, Annesley Beecher “stood to win” in making Lizzy his wife. “Scratch the pedigree, and she ‘ll be a stunning peeress; and if the suit goes against us, show me the girl like her to meet the world!” This was the sum of the reflections that cost him a whole morning’s intellectual labor, and more of actual mental fatigue than befalls a great parliamentary leader after a stormy debate.
That Davis had no intention to intimidate him was clearly shown by his destroying the acceptances: had he wished to lean on coercion, here was the means. Take your choice between matrimony and a felony, was a short and easy piece of argumentation, such as would well have suited Grog’s summary notions; and yet he had, of his own accord, freely and forever relinquished this vantage ground. Beecher was now free. For the first time for many a long year of life he arose from his bed without a fear of the law and its emissaries. The horrible nightmare that had scared him so often, dashing the wildest moments of dissipation with sudden fear, deepening the depths of despondency with greater gloom, had all fled, and he awoke to feel that there was no terror in a “Beak’s” eye, nothing to daunt him in the shrewd glances of a detective. They who have lived years long of insecurity, tortured by the incessant sense of an impending peril, to befall them to-day, tomorrow, or next day, become at length so imbued with fear that when the hour of their emancipation arrives, they are not able for a considerable time to assure themselves of their safety. The captive dreams of his chains through many a night after he has gained his liberty; the shipwrecked sailor can never forget the raft and the lone ocean on which he tossed; nor was it altogether easy for Beecher to convince himself that he could walk the world with his head high, and bid defiance to Crown prosecutors and juries!
“I ‘m out of your debt, Master Grog,” said he, with a pleasant laugh to himself; “catch me if you can running up another score in your books. Wait till you see me slipping my neck into a noose held by your fingers. You made me feel the curb pretty sharp for many a long day, and might still, if you had n’t taken off the bridle with your own hands; but I ‘m free now, and won’t I show you a fair pair of heels! Who could blame me, I ‘d like to know? When a fellow gets out of jail, does he take lodgings next door to the prison? I never asked him to burn those bills. It was all his own doing. I conclude that a fellow as shrewd as he knew what he was about. Mayhap he said to himself, ‘Beecher’s the downiest cove going. It will be a deuced sight better to have him as my friend and pal than to send him to break stones in Australia. I can stand to win a good thing on him, and why should I send him over seas just out of spite? I’ll come the grand magnanimous dodge over him, – destroy the papers before his face, and say, “Now, old fellow, what do you say to that for a touch of generosity?”’
“‘Well, I’ll tell you what I say, Master Davis,’” said he, drawing himself up, and speaking boldly out. “‘I say that you’re a regular trump, and no mistake; but you ‘re not the sharp fellow I took you for. No, no, old gent, you ‘re no match for A. B.! He’s been running in bandages all this time past; and now that his back sinews are all right, you’ll see if he hasn’t a turn of speed in him.’ And what is more, I ‘d say to him, ‘Look here, Grog, we’ve jogged along these ten or twelve years or so without much profit to either of us, – what say you if we dissolve the partnership and let each do a little business on his own account? If I should turn out anything very brilliant, you ‘ll be proud of me, just as England says she is when a young colony takes a great spring of success, and say, “Ay, he was one of my rearing!”’ Of course all dictation, all that bullying intolerance is at an end now, and time it was! Wasn’t I well weary of it! wasn’t I actually sick of life with it! I couldn’t turn to anything, could n’t think of anything, with that eternal fear before me, always asking myself, ‘Is he going to do it now?’ It is very hard to believe it’s all over.” And he heaved a deep sigh as though disburdening his heart of its last load of sorrow.
“Davis is very wide awake,” continued he; “he ‘ll soon see how to trim his sails to this new wind; he ‘ll know that he can’t bully, can’t terrorize.”
A sharp quick report of a pistol, with a clanging crash, and then a faint tinkle of a bell, cut short his musings, and Beecher hastened to the window and looked out. It was Davis in the vine alley practising with the pistol; he had just sent a ball through the target, the bell giving warning that the shot had pierced the very centre. Beecher watched him as he levelled again; he thought he saw a faint tremor of the hand, a slight unsteadiness of the wrist; vain illusion, – bang went the weapon, and again the little bell gave forth the token of success.
“Give me the word – one – two,” cried out Davis to the man who loaded and handed him the pistols. “One – two,” called out the other; and the same instant rang out the bell, and the ball was true to its mark.
“What a shot, – what a deadly shot!” muttered Beecher, as a cold shudder came over him.
As quickly as he could take the weapons, Davis now fired; four – five – six balls went in succession through the tiny circle, the bell tinkling on and never ceasing, so rapidly did shot follow upon shot, till, as if sated with success, he turned away, saying, “I’ ll try to-morrow blindfold!”
“I’m certain,” muttered Beecher, “no man is bound to go out with a fellow like that. A duel is meant to be a hazard, not a dead certainty! To stand before him at twenty – ay, forty paces, is a suicide, neither more nor less; he must kill you. I’d insist on his fighting across a handkerchief. I ‘d say, ‘Let us stand foot to foot!’” No, Beecher, not a bit of it; you ‘d say nothing of the kind, nor, if you did, would it avail you! Your craven heart could not beat were those stern gray eyes fixed upon you, looking death into you from a yard off. He ‘d shoot you down as pitilessly, too, at one distance as at the other.
Was it in the fulness of a conviction that his faltering lips tried to deny, that he threw himself back upon a chair, while a cold, clammy sweat covered his face and forehead, a sickness like death crept over him, objects grew dim to his eyes, and the room seemed to turn and swim before him? Where was his high daring now? Where the boastful spirit in which he had declared himself free, no more the slave of Grog’s insolent domination, nor basely cowering before his frown? Oh, the ineffable bitterness. Of that thought, coming, too, in revulsion to all his late self-gratulations! Where was the glorious emancipation he had dreamed of, now? He could not throw him into prison, it is true, but he could lay him in a grave.