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Song-Surf

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Šrift:Väiksem АаSuurem Aa

TO THE SEA

 
Art thou enraged, O sea, with the blue peace
Of heaven, so to uplift thine armèd waves,
Thy billowing rebellion 'gainst its ease,
And with Tartarean mutter from cold caves,
From shuddering profundities where shapes
Of awe glide thro' entangled leagues of ooze,
To hoot thy watery omens evermore,
And evermore thy moanings interfuse
With seething necromancy and mad lore?
 
 
Or, dost thou labour with the drifting bones
Of countless dead, thou mighty Alchemist,
Within whose stormy crucible the stones
Of sunk primordial shores, granite and schist,
Are crumbled by thine all-abrasive beat?
With immemorial chanting to the moon,
And cosmic incantation, dost thou crave
Rest to be found not till thy wild be strewn
Frigid and desert over earth's last grave?
 
 
Thou seemest with immensity mad, blind —
With raving deaf, with wandering forlorn;
Parent of Demogorgon whose dire mind
Is night and earthquake, shapeless shame and scorn
Of the o'ermounting birth of Harmony.
Bound in thy briny bed and gnawing earth
With foamy writhing and fierce-panted tides,
Thou art as Fate in torment of a dearth
Of black disaster and destruction's strides.
 
 
And how thou dost drive silence from the world,
Incarnate Motion of all mystery!
Whose waves are fury-wings, whose winds are hurled
Whither thy Ghost tempestuous can see
A desolate apocalypse of death.
Oh, how thou dost drive silence from the world,
With emerald overflowing, waste on waste
Of flashing susurration, dashed and swirled
O'er isles and continents that shrink abased!
 
 
Nay, frustrate Hope art thou, of the Unknown,
Gathered from primal mist and firmament;
A surging shape of Life's unfathomed moan,
Whelming humanity with fears unmeant.
Yet do I love thee, O, above all fear,
And loving thee unconquerably trust
The runes that from thy ageless surfing start
Would read, were they revealed, gust upon gust,
That Immortality is might of heart!
 

THE DAY-MOON

 
So wan, so unavailing,
Across the vacant day-blue dimly trailing!
 
 
Last night, sphered in thy shining,
A Circe – mystic destinies divining;
 
 
To-day but as a feather
Torn from a seraph's wing in sinful weather,
 
 
Down-drifting from the portals
Of Paradise, unto the land of mortals.
 
 
Yet do I feel thee awing
My heart with mystery, as thy updrawing
 
 
Moves thro' the tides of Ocean
And leaves lorn beaches barren of its motion;
 
 
Or strands upon near shallows
The wreck whose weirded form at night unhallows
 
 
The fisher maiden's prayers —
"For him! – that storms may take not unawares!"
 
 
So wan, so unavailing,
Across the vacant day-blue dimly trailing!
 
 
But Night shall come atoning
Thy phantom life thro' day, and high enthroning
 
 
Thee in her chambers arrased
With star-hieroglyphs, leave thee unharassed
 
 
To glide with silvery passion,
Till in earth's shadow swept thy glowings ashen.
 

A SEA-GHOST

 
Oh, fisher-fleet, go in from the sea
And furl your wings.
The bay is gray with the twilit spray
And the loud surf springs.
 
 
The chill buoy-bell is rung by the hands
Of all the drowned,
Who know the woe of the wind and tow
Of the tides around.
 
 
Go in, go in! Oh, haste from the sea,
And let them rest —
A son and one who was wed and one
Who went down unblest.
 
 
Aye, even as I, whose hands at the bell
Now labour most.
The tomb has gloom, but Oh, the doom
Of the drear sea-ghost!
 
 
He evermore must wander the ooze
Beneath the wave,
Forlorn – to warn of the tempest born,
And to save – to save!
 
 
Then go, go in! and leave us the sea,
For only so
Can peace release us and give us ease
Of our salty woe.
 

ON THE MOOR

1
 
I met a child upon the moor
A-wading down the heather;
She put her hand into my own,
We crossed the fields together.
 
 
I led her to her father's door —
A cottage mid the clover.
I left her – and the world grew poor
To me, a childless rover.
 
2
 
I met a maid upon the moor,
The morrow was her wedding.
Love lit her eyes with lovelier hues
Than the eve-star was shedding.
 
 
She looked a sweet good-bye to me,
And o'er the stile went singing.
Down all the lonely night I heard
But bridal bells a-ringing.
 
3
 
I met a mother on the moor,
By a new grave a-praying.
The happy swallows in the blue
Upon the winds were playing.
 
 
"Would I were in his grave," I said,
"And he beside her standing!"
There was no heart to break if death
For me had made demanding.
 

THE CRY OF EVE

 
Down the palm-way from Eden in the mid-night
Lay dreaming Eve by her outdriven mate,
Pillowed on lilies that still told the sweet
Of birth within the Garden's ecstasy.
Pitiful round her face that could not lose
Its memory of God's perfecting was strewn
Her troubled hair, and sigh grieved after sigh
Along her loveliness in the white moon.
Then sudden her dream, too cruelly impent
With pain, broke and a cry fled shuddering
Into the wounded stillness from her lips —
As, cold, she fearfully felt for his hand,
And tears, that had before ne'er visited
Her lids with anguish, drew from her the moan:
 
 
"Oh, Adam! What have I dreamed?
Now do I understand His words, so dim
To creatures that had quivered but with bliss!
Since at the dusk thy kiss to me, and I
Wept at caresses that were once all joy,
I have slept, seeing through Futurity
The uncreated ages visibly!
Foresuffering phantoms crowded in the womb
Of Time, and all with lamentable mien
Accusing without mercy, thee and me!
And without pity! for tho' some were far
From birth, and without name, others were near —
Sodom and dark Gomorrah – from whose flames
Fleeing one turned … how like her look to mine
When the tree's horror trembled on my taste!
And Babylon upbuilded on our sin;
And Nineveh, a city sinking slow
Under a shroud of sandy centuries
That hid me not from the buried cursing eyes
Of women who e'er-bitterly gave birth!
Ah, to be mother of all misery!
To be first-called out of the earth and fail
For a whole world! To shame maternity
For women evermore – women whose tears
Flooding the night, no hope can wipe away!
To see the wings of Death, as, Adam, thou
Hast not, endlessly beating, and to hear
The swooning ages suffer up to God!
And Oh, that birth-cry of a guiltless child
In it are sounding of our sin and woe,
With prophesy of ill beyond all years!
Yearning for beauty never to be seen —
Beatitude redeemless evermore!
 
 
"And I whose dream mourned with all motherhood
Must hear it soon! Already do soft skill,
Assuasive lulls, enticings and quick tones
Of tenderness – that will like light awake
The folded memory children shall bring
Out of the dark – move in me longingly.
Yet thou, Adam, dear fallen thought of God,
Thou, when thou too shall hear humanity
Cry in thy child, wilt groaning wish the world
Back in unsummoned Void! and, woe! wilt fill
God's ear with troubled wonder and unrest!"
 
 
Softly he soothed her straying hair, and kissed
The fever from her lips. Over the palms
The sad moon poured her peace into their eyes,
Till Sleep, the angel of forgetfulness,
Folded again dark wings above their rest.
 

MARY AT NAZARETH

 
I know, Lord, Thou hast sent Him —
Thou art so good to me! —
But Thou hast only lent Him,
His heart's for Thee!
 
 
I dared – Thy poor hand-maiden —
Not ask a prophet-child:
Only a boy-babe laden
For earth – and mild.
 
 
But this one Thou hast given
Seems not for earth – or me!
His lips flame truth from heaven,
And vanity
 
 
Seem all my thoughts and prayers
When He but speaks Thy Law;
Out of my heart the tares
Are torn by awe!
 
 
I cannot look upon Him,
So strangely burn His eyes —
Hath not some grieving drawn Him
From Paradise?
 
 
For Thee, for Thee I'd live, Lord!
Yet oft I almost fall
Before Him – Oh, forgive, Lord,
My sinful thrall!
 
 
But e'en when He was nursing,
A baby at my breast,
It seemed He was dispersing
The world's unrest.
 
 
Thou bad'st me call Him "Jesus,"
And from our heavy sin
I know He shall release us,
From Sheol win.
 
 
But, Lord, forgive! the yearning
That He may sometimes be
Like other children, learning
Beside my knee,
 
 
Or playing, prattling, seeking
For help – comes to my heart…
Ah sinful, Lord, I'm speaking —
How good Thou art!
 

ADELIL

 
Proud Adelil! Proud Adelil!
Why does she lie so cold?
(I made her shrink, I made her reel,
I made her white lids fold.)
 
 
We sat at banquet, many maids,
She like a Valkyr free.
(I hated the glitter of her braids,
I hated her blue eye's glee!)
 
 
In emerald cups was poured the mead;
Icily blew the night.
(But tears unshed and woes that bleed
Brew bitterness and spite.)
 
 
"A goblet to my love!" she cried,
"Prince where the sea-winds fly!"
(Her love! – it was for that he died,
And for it she should die.)
 
 
She lifted the cup and drank – she saw
A heart within its lees.
(I laughed like the dead who feel the thaw
Of summer in the breeze.)
 
 
They looked upon her stricken still,
And sudden they grew appalled.
("It is thy lover's heart!" I shrill
As the sea-crow to her called.)
 
 
Palely she took it – did it give
Ease there against her breast?
(Dead – dead she swooned, but I cannot live,
And dead I shall not rest.)
 

INTIMATION

 
All night I smiled as I slept,
For I heard the March-wind feel
Blindly about in the trees without
For buds to heal.
 
 
All night in dreams, for I smelt,
In the rain-wet woods and fields,
The coming flowers and the glad green hours
That summer yields.
 
 
All night – and when at dawn
I woke with the blue-bird's cheep,
Winter with all its chill and pall
Seemed but a sleep.